Here is what we found from her secret diary
“INDIA MATA JI You are the only family I have cause my mother died when I was a child,I have always been a rebellious prodigy child so I have not talked to my father to my relatives for years..so I always did all my fights alone and just one year ago as I had pity of them cause they all are very old now I decide to forgive everyone and to forget the past, but otherwise I have always been alone in my life cause I escaped from my house when I was a teenager cause I didn’t like my relatives: they all are fake! But when I came to India I understood that LOVE exists In this world cause India has become my mother..after I did the deep in Ganga River I actually felt that Ganga and Indian soil were loving me and blessing me so I started loving India more than everything cause it s a very spiritual land..in Europe everyone is so materialistic instead!
Even In Bombay actually,specially when I came for the first time I met so many fake people who wanted to make traps just because I am a foreigner..and many times I was on the point of leaving India forever but then when I was in Khumbmela again,I met so many sadhus ,I did one more bath in Ganga River..again the magic power of India attracted me back in its arms..I think once someone meets India cannot go back to its country cause India is a land of love..I already wrote in my will that when I ll die I want my ashes to be put in Ganga River cause from Ganga my spiritual rebirth started and the cycle of my life too will end there. BHARAT MERA DILL SE HAIN …I love you all beautiful Indian people!!
I still remember when I was in Europe and I was missing the beautiful Indian vibrations I was going near the Indian Embassy in Rome just to see lots of Indian people queuing together and just to feel their vibrations used to make my day!!in that way I was able to go back home with my heart full of joy cause my name in Italian language means “JOYFUL”❤”